This is what my life has become. Please…bare with me. I live 60 miles from the closest town in any direction. I have no access to a pregnancy test until FRIDAY! The suspense is killing me!
My LMP was 11/11/07. The time before that was 10/12/07…see a perfect 30 day cycle. Sometimes I begin spotting between days 28 & 29…but it is generally 30 days. SO…today would have been day 30.
My face is broken out! I am EXTEMELY moody-bad! Which COULD be PM symptoms, I know. Except, There is no pink tinge anywhere when I wipe. Even when trying to see some. It is killing me. I want to tell my hubby…but I really don’t want to jinx it.
I guess I am just a desperate woman…looking for some encouragement. I am 30, and my husband is 40. We have been testing, charting, trying for four years come March w/ not so much as a glimmer of possiblity. Due to our jobs and location-diving deeply into fertility expertise just is impossible.
Please…give this desperate woman hope!
****WARNING*** TMI coming up for some…
The pinkish tinge I am talking about is now. Usually a day or two before AF shows up…there will be signs of pink when I wipe…just a nice little reminder from Mother Nature that Aunt Flo is on her way…before my period actually starts.
***WARNING*** TMI warning #2
Okay…on advice from a friend of mine who is an RN I inserted a tampon, and then removed it. There was a slight pink tinge. Which means…another year past without conceiving. Thanks everyone! (crying…again)
Thanks again for the imput. Honestly…because of our fertility issues…we have resolved that the possibility of pregnancy is as low as the probability. We are okay with it…it just gets sad and disappointing when there is any little suspicion that is disproved! Thank-you! I do appreciate it all!